Wild Limbo
I stand in limbo. Falling, no direction.
I don't know where to go now,
I don't know where to be.
A walk in the darkness.
A song in the void.
A small death in the soul.
I could be afraid.
There was a joyous note. Once, upon a time.
I'm not sure where it went or why.
My heart craves completion.
A call in the emptiness.
A voice in the sky.
A weeping in the shadows.
I might be afraid.
Left behind. Pushed now, aside.
Thrown without regard.
Confused now, in all things.
A wound where there was none.
A pain where once was laughter.
A sorrow left behind.
I should be afraid.
Perhaps a deeper understanding. Needed, now just.
Caring
Wild Limbo
I stand in limbo. Falling, no direction.
I don't know where to go now,
I don't know where to be.
A walk in the darkness.
A song in the void.
A small death in the soul.
I could be afraid.
There was a joyous note. Once, upon a time.
I'm not sure where it went or why.
My heart craves completion.
A call in the emptiness.
A voice in the sky.
A weeping in the shadows.
I might be afraid.
Left behind. Pushed now, aside.
Thrown without regard.
Confused now, in all things.
A wound where there was none.
A pain where once was laughter.
A sorrow left behind.
I should be afraid.
Perhaps a deeper understanding. Needed, now just.
Caring
I cant escape,
I cant escape,
From this darkness which is my mind,
I fight and fight,
Yet I achive nothing,
As I fight my body wares,
The darkness which is my mind,
Fights me with shadows,
Killing me each time over,
I lose and I lose,
Till there is nothing left,
Inside my mind it wastes away,
To a pool of hate,
Hate which I take out on others,
With pain and fear,
Cause I have nothing to lose,
Nothing at all,
Nothing at all.
Current Residence: My own damn head. Favourite genre of music: Everything except country Operating System: A Monster Gaming PC with Win 7 MP3 player of choice: iPod Shell of choice: Something with a large gauge, preferably. Wallpaper of choice: Who cares about wallpaper? Just let me sniff the glue! Skin of choice: The lickable kind... Favourite cartoon character: All of Andy Riley's poor little bunnies Personal Quote: *Evil Laughter*
Favourite Visual Artist
Louis Royo and Linda Bergvist
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Audiomachine, City of the Fallen, X-Ray Dog
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
Skyrim, Oblivion, Morrowind, Witcher&2, Crysis
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
A .5 mechanical pencil, a Cybertablet and Adobe Photoshop CS3. Mostly.
We never truly grasp forever. We know the word and hold it.
However, it is still merely a word. A vessel in which exists a meaning of 'beyond our cognition'.
...and then there comes the day when you realize you've met that one person.
The who makes you understand the impossible. Who makes you understand forever.
Forever doesn't exist.
...and anything less will never be long enough.
Mostly because journals are meh. I prefer to let my art speak for itself, but it might be time to do so.
I like to think I've come a long way, and I still have a very long way to go.
Always learning, bettering, changing, evolving.
Life is as it always is. Art is my escape, my place to be. To seek comfort and quiet.
I have a few new toys to play with, so we'll see what happens and perhaps I'll write a journal in another four years. [Since the last one was in 2009 O.o]
It looked like fun... so I eventually did it. It's ~Project-XIII (https://www.deviantart.com/project-xiii)'s fault.
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player, MP3player, etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
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Are you male or female?
Right Now – Korn (Hmm… what am I right now? O.o)
Describe yourself!
The Way I am – Eminem (I shit you not.)
What do people feel when they're around you?
Call Call – The Faint